"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us." - Marianne Williamson
I have this quote taped above my desk. I have written it into many journals and books. I have read it to myself dozens of times over the years. In some ways I really hate it.
I hate it because it is true. I hate it because it is the quote that I have been looking for - the one that answers my eternal questions - and the one that I most fear.
It is my light, you see, that I am the most afraid of. It is easy to write about darkness. It is easy to stand beside everyone else and agree with all of their complaints and their fears. It is so easy to be small.
You'd think that wouldn't be the case. You'd think that small and sad would be the hardest thing. The self-help industry is worth bajillions, not because they have the answers, but because we are so comfortable with our darkness. We know it. We don't have to work at it. We can't fail at it.
It is easier to be afraid. Afraid, strangely, is safe.
Lately, however, I have felt a strange pull. A new fear has taken root. This fear - of staying stuck in the darkness forever - has begun to heave and snort and pull at the reins. And luckily, it has begun to feel just a little bit scarier than my fear of the light.
Safety is relative. Which is safer? Being brave or never sharing the gifts you were sent here to give?
I thought so.
Megg is a writer, a seeker, and a finder of magic. Her new website is coming soon!